A Terrible Day

I am responsible for an activity recently and it perfectly dropped the curtain a few days ago. When we were holding a meeting for reviewing the activity, however, I was blamed by an older student. I knew my disadvantage but I still can’t stand it. I cried in the end of the meeting terribly and I even couldn’t stop to join the dinner which was hold for celebrating the success.(Situation)
I was really sad and couldn’t stop my tear at that time. I don’t understand why I should be criticized in font of other people instead of those who didn’t do a good job? I knew I was too strict but I already explained and said sorry to my team members. Why I have to stand this kind of treatment instead of other worse people. I pay a lot of time and passion there. I even dare to say that seldom people did much more than what I did for the club. I was really disappointed.(Conflict)
My roommates comforted me and encouraged me a lot. Those club members also sent messages to me and asked me if I feel better. I think it is time for me to take a little rest and leave the club for a while. I need a space to overcome many negative moods and come down to consider what I should do next.(Struggle)
I believed that the older student didn’t mean to hart me but he did. I will explain to the old student why I was so strict to other members and express how terrible my feeling is. Only a few sentences can also harm people a lot. I realized that if I choose not to forgive him, I will also make myself painful so I decided to take a few weeks off and relax. (Outcome)
Sometimes many tragedies can’t be avoided. All we can do is to accept it and find the best way to solve the problem. Sometimes there is even no best choice. Face it, and accept the defect and our life may become more consummate one.